Em Beihold - 12345 (Official Music Video)

The lyrics describe a person's isolated and depressive state, with references to their loneliness, such as "one-person banquet" and "hear a laugh in every picture." They also mention their depression with lines like "I'm too depressed today" and "I've got the music blasting." The person is also feeling anxious with "try not to panic every night" and "I've run out of my senses." They also express existential thoughts like "whatever the hell that means" and "nobody's loved you much tonight." The song's tempo and repetition of "one, two, three, four, five" could represent a racing mind or a desperate attempt to keep things together. Despite the melancholy themes, the song ends with reminders of being alive, such as "feel the skin, the floor, the matches" and "reminding myself I'm still alive."